January 17, 2012

Really, seriously? ugh...

So I am cruising along. Singing a happy tune, positive, open, joyous as the day is freaking long. And smack...I don't know what I hit but the after effects aren't feeling too good. Maybe it is delayed reaction to the shit of the ex leaving. Most likely the effects of jumping into the dating pool too fast with someone that there is incredible chemistry with and going hay why not go big? Ummm... because dumb ass if you go this fast with your heart right there on your cute little sleeve you're gonna get it and it isn't going to be good.

I mean seriously "it" isn't bad. In the grand scheme of things it is just a bump in the road. But this is why people take there time getting back out there right? You can't just go around being all positive in shit when the old shit isn't neatly packaged and thrown out. Too many bumps in the road too close together are a very tricky thing indeed. Not enough self emotional care and sparse support is not good either.

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